undecisivelings

Trip with poly classmates

2010-11-04T21:04:00.004+08:00

Before i forget...

Penang trip with poly friends. Daniel, Edmund, Joel and Junwen. :)

A great 3 days spent in Penang.
I'm gonna try to remember every single detail i can possibly think of as a good memory. (:

Day 1:
Arrived at the airport and joel and edmund was there already.
and then waited for 30 mins for those 2 to come. stay the closest, yet last to arrive. LOL. bitches
joke of the day was: Joel went to gym on that very day. LOLOL. isn't that funny. hahahaha.

When those 2 came, got our tix from jetstar and then went off to eat at Texas chicken. fucking puny chickens, so lil meat yet so expensive. same price as popeyes though. after eating the time was up and we boarded the A320 3K675 jetstar flight. a very small aircraft with a very tight cockpit. Reached our destination in 1 hour's time. pretty fast.

When we arrived junwen tried calling his cousin. but to no avail. ended up having to use payphone. then we took bus 401 to Komtar, ended up at the jetty. LOL. overshot alot. dunno where we were. so took a cab. next thing we know. BANG. the car 'hit' the front honda car. his carplate was 3755 if i remembered wad the taxi driver told me. there wasn't any scratches but the honda driver demanded 50 RM as compensation. wtf right? we were delayed for awhile but that honda driver no give up. he just took out his phone and snapped pictures of the cabbie and his carplate no.

so next we arrived at our hotel- Hutton Lodge. A relatively nice place to stay in. :) oh btw, we took 2 taxis. 3 and 2. checked in the hotel. took off to our room and just chilled for awhile before we headed out for dinner at gurney drive. took 101. panicked. didn't know where to stop. ask around and we found out where. the food was nice. much much better than 85 and chomp chomp. easily 10 out of 10. :) food's bloody cheap. 10 wanton for 3 ringgit. 1 big plate of fried oyster for 12 ringgit. EVERYTHING IS SOOOOO SOOO NICE THERE. and we wanted to eat penang laksa. so wads penang laksa? we only had assam laksa. so wads assam laksa. it remains a cloudy blur until on the last dae. lol. and we had our full. headed back to the lodge and enjoyed our humble abode for the next dae.

Day 2:
woke up real early. ok not that early for 5bx but early enuff for any holiday kids @ around 9am. went for our complementary continental breakfast which only has 2 slices of toast bread 1 cup of orange juice and 1 slice of cake. hahaha continental indeed. next up! adventure for day 2! took a bus 101 to lets see. where's batu ferringi again? its the beach! but dun expect the expected. we were heading for the beach. we saw toy museum on the way. so we alighted and went to check it out, thinking we were near the beach.

yep it sure did. somehow the signs led us to the public beach. which is actually something bungah-the street name. we were lets say at least 10 to 15 clicks away from batu ferringi. so we wandered and wandered further in. and in. we went thru the beach and trespassed several PRIVATE PROPERTY. scary indeed. we feared for the worst. trespassing is a serious offence. "trespassers will be prosecuted" and so that was what it meant.

"the enemies can have guns". in this case. the rich and powerful might have some weapons to protect themselves. Hands up and ask for forgiveness. tts wad we did. and the owner opened the gate for us to leave. and then we continued our then 5 click walk. again until we arrived at hydro hotel. it was fucking far. even the bus that we took to return to komtar took about 10 mins to reach from where we alighted. well back to the main highlight of the day. at hydro hotel we asked for directions. and so we "sillifully" continued to where the person told us to go- golden sands hotel.

we alighted and guess what. we met someone. our brather JAY!! so excited. or rather afraid. LOL when we got down he just asked us to go to the beach. he bring us there. "i bring u there brather. i bring u. water sport? cheap cheap i offer u cheap." and so on. then he followed us when we said we were going to eat. i bring u there bratha. wad u wan eat? kentucky? nasi kandar? i bring u there. LOL. later the daring joel went up to him and told him we weren't going. there were tears in his eyes. but alas felt relieved and ate peacefully. the nasi goreng was splendid. nice stuff. :)

went back to komtar after that to the lodge. and then we wifi-ed out the location of the famous tow sa pheah! there are 2 addresses: him heang and ghee heang. 1 at jalan macalister and another at jalan burma. navigated our way to ghee heang instead of him heang which was the 1 we planned out initially. hahah! we just wandered and found our way. not bad huh. everyone we asked was telling us different ways to get there and how far it was and where's the landmark and things like that. but that didn't help us at all! we were walking with our gutfeel and instinct as we got used to it from our previous 5 6 click 'march'. hahahaha. we didn't see any landmarks any passersby we spoke to. after we bought our stuff from ghee heang. went back to hotel and then went to eat cendol. awesome stuff!. with the gula melaka. its imba. really. a must try. only 2 ringgit. :) as for dinner we ate hongkong food at the prangin mall. and then a movie treat for only 8 ringgit!! the takers. the cinema was big. but sux really. seats were smelly and screen was small. sound systems not there. i guess the 8.50 sgd tix we're paying is really for quality. but its still too steep. 8.50 sgd is around 18 ringgit. lol. i can watch 1 show + free popcorns and maybe more food in My.

Day 3:
suckiest day of all. went to Taman negara Penang. well the park was a fun walk. saw monkeys. and there were swings hanging from tree branches that we played on. really cool. the beaches were clean and clear. and we took a canopywalk which is really boliao. just a short walk and it cost 5 rm. but nvm it was all for experience. we didn't proceed any further as time was almost up for us to go back to the airport. tts where the worst kicked in. i had a fever at that time already. then we walked back to take a bus. it was already 1pm when we took the bus i think. i was in pain while in the bus. feeling of vomitting and possibly diarrhoea. how i wished time was forwarded so i could vomit. after an hour on the ride. finally when i alighted, found a drain and vomited 4 times. blehhh. BLEHHH. BLeEhhHhh. BLEEHHHHHH.

Wow. Kimouchiii is how i will explain my feeling. wayyyy way way better. but still there's the fever. so went backto lodge and prepared to go airport. arrived at airport nvr eat anything while the rest ate mac. lol i was too sick to drink or eat anything. got on board and came back to sg. bought a cologne for my bro as a birthdae gift. then went to see the doc at whitesands. i swore i coulda fainted anytime. my fever was at 38.5 or even higher than the time i took measurement. Arl is vell. :)

And today. i'm feeling the best of the best. my fever subsided after all the slps and care my mum has given me. i wanna thank her for being there for me. cooking mee sua and caring for me even at the early morning of 4 5am to wake me up for my medicine. thanks mum. well i couldn't really express how i feel to her. but at least i know that i don't take things for granted. :)

definitely a long post. i'll be gone for malacca tml. another 3 days. and then the dae will arrive for my enlistment on the tuesdae 9th of nov 2010.

Cheers.

2010-10-25T20:18:00.003+08:00

Training Log #8: oct 25 10.30am gym

Today's training wasn't that xiong at all. but i was really too tired to do anything. so what i did :

Dumbbell inclined press:
12kg/s 3 sets of 8
14kg/s 2 sets of 10

Bench Press:
45kg of 1 * 10
45kg of 1 * 8
47.5kg of 1 * 8
50kg of 1 * 6
55kg of 1 * 5

Machine Flys:
3 sets of 10 reps

Rows:
4 sets of 22.5kg/s 8 reps

Situps:
43 in 1 min
2 sets of 20deg 15 reps

Pullups:
just 10 + 7

i think tts all. too tired to do any other exercise. but i think i will stop gymming for awhile now. my chest is quite tight and hasn't fully recovered yet. I'm gonna train my stamina by running already. not much time left. just 2 weeks, of which 1 week is holiday. so i'm really left with 8 days now.

2010-10-25T20:14:00.002+08:00

Training Log #7: oct 22 11am gym.

ok same thing. Bench press @ 45kg start. 10 reps. then 47.5kg 8 reps. then 50kg 6reps and 50kg 4- 6 reps.
did inclined at 40kg 4 sets 8 reps.
pullups
situps
machine fly

well the main highlight of this training is SWIMMING. :D
the water's quite salty though. hahaha. but deeper pool is better. aniwae. i learned how to trap water todae. lol thanks to shuhui. hahaha. i'm still bad at swimming. scared to drown. LOL

2010-10-25T20:11:00.001+08:00

Training Log #6: oct 21 10.30am gym.

ok i dun really remember wad i did. it shld be bench press. squats and the same routine again. :)

2010-10-19T18:31:00.002+08:00

Training Log #5: oct 19 4pm slightly hawt.

warm up as usual. did some jogging to bring up my heartrate. and then ran 2 slow rounds around my house. used the breathing technique and swallowed saliva which i alwaes didn't to see if will kena stitch anot. but all is well. :) eventful jogging todae.

after that did pyramid pull ups starting from 8. all the way to 1. and there's a maths formula that i will nvr forget. which is [ n ( n + 1 ) ] / 2. hahah. so 8 + 7 + 6 + ... + 1 = (8 * 9) / 2 = 36!

i did 36 pull ups today!

then i did 36 pumpings in 1 go. 10 standard, 10 diamond standard, 10 wide arm and 6 wide arm.

Arr isz Vell. :D

2010-10-19T12:09:00.002+08:00

Training Log #4: oct 18 10.30am Gym

so what i did was bench press.
5 sets * 10 reps * 40kg

Deadlifts:
3 sets * 5 reps * 60kg

Rows:
4 sets * 10reps * 22.5kg/side

Machine Fly:
5 sets * 10reps * 11.

Leg presses:
2 sets * 20reps * 12.

declined sit ups:
4 sets * 15 reps * BW

not that bad. but everything dropped tremendously. nvr gym for 3 weeks then my deadlift really cmi. from 115 to 70 which is totally LOL. too weak. but my top priority is running now. so.. i'm gonna run later! its fking cooling now. i guess i'll run to the beach? hehe.

2010-10-19T12:06:00.002+08:00

Training Log #3: oct 14 7.30pm cooling.

warm up as usual. and i did 2 rounds of running around my house. with controlled breathing. surprisingly it was easier to run and i had no problems running at my normal speed, even though my legs were tired. if only the shin wasn't slightly painful, i would haf gone on for a 3rd round. :) i hope it was my stamina that improved. hahaha.

and then i did 5 sets of pullups. L shaped pullups did a few. the back really hurts.

2010-10-13T17:19:00.003+08:00

Training Log #2: oct 13 4pm slightly hawt.

5 mins of skipping. though not really continuously for the whole 5 mins. there were slight pauses cuz i wasn't good at skipping!! LOL. such a shame. i couldn't skip for 10 reps consecutively. HAHA. :x

ok after that, i went down to my house and ran 1 round. hmm. as usual. this running wasn't well at all. i was panting like a dog. but at least i tried my slightly max pace for maybe 5 to 8 seconds? but tt was fun. i could feel my calves stretched. anw tts wad i wanted.

then i went to do circuits of tri-supersets. but merely 5 low reps for 6 sets.
5 pullups
5 dips
5 standard + clap pushups

tts all. i feel good today!

hmm. what shall i do tml? i haven't hit the gym for 2 weeks already. but i guess i won't go unless someone's with me. (: anybody? feel free to call me. i know no 1's gonna read it aniwae. HAHA.
i'm talking to myself! :D this is a self-motivation blog. i think i shld post pics of my own body. :x but then again. later tio defamed. or what shit.

BAKUMAN FOR THE NIGHT! YES.

EDIT: yesterday's log

5 sets of 7 pullups.

2010-10-12T18:15:00.002+08:00

Army daze

in less than a month i will be protecting my country.with that said.
running is 1 of the most impt element in the army.

running log #1: oct 12 4pm hawt.

ran 1.5 rounds around my house. i think its only 1.6km and i couldn't take it already. LOL
fking jialat pls. my legs were tired. my heart wasn't ready. i seemed like i was gonna die. another 27 days left. i can't keep up at this rate. would it be good if i ran everydae? i dunno. but i'll try. well i'll time my endurance the next run. hope to click to at least 50 mins by end of this month.
slow or fast pace doesn't matter. (:

2010-02-21T14:16:00.003+08:00

ITS NEARING THE END OF POLY!

i have lotsa to do list that i wanna fufill after poly. (:
here goes my list:
Get a keyboard, learn piano
Music theory
Learn and learn guitar!
Write lyrics
Learn basic korean lang
Learn basic jap lang
Get a bike license
Train up before NS
Bulk to 60!

(:
and i'm currently studying now. for the last 4 papers in my entire poly life.
keep it simple.

may not be that simple, but i'll try. all the best kew. u can do it. i know u can. keep moving forward.

Emo

2009-10-07T19:28:00.002+08:00

the gal next door . . .

begin..ning... beginning to feel... emotional...
my thoughts...
empty...
emp...ty...
a hasty decision...
they are all gone...
and i'm here alone...
overwhelmed
by sadness...
is this it?

tell me more...
i wanna hear from u...
i wanna know u...
can we talk?
can we?
or are we just...
imaginary...
i dun see u...
i dun feel u...
but i wanna...
be close with u...
to live..
and to grow...
help me...

2009-06-02T22:02:00.003+08:00

after 2 weeks. finally started training.
i'm so glad and happy.
that i'm able to get my fitness back!

started in 1st of June. nice way to remember.
pttp 62.5kg deadlift. restarting my 2nd cycle of pttp.

and the rest.
dips. rows.

just to warmup yo. D:

as for today. wooooooooo. running. myfavourite. 2 rounds of my estate at around 14 mins.
tts wad i set for. so i'm happy that i made it in time. not sure how much distance i've covered. going to track this thurs to find out! @ meridian jc.

that will bring back lotsa memories (good and bad 1s).

has been 3 years. since i last left mj. still rather emo over it. somewhere in august 06 where i submitted the withdrawal form.

as i look back, was my decision a good choice? until now i still can't figure out. though i'm pretty sure i'll screw myself in mj if i remained in there. getting stressed and shitz.

continue next time when i feel emo. right now the mood just isn't there. i'm too excited abt training that the tone just isn't right talking abt big decisions. HAHA.

GOMENASAI.

2009-05-08T23:49:00.002+08:00

06 May 09

wooo.. after gems go straight for PTTP!

chiong ah! left 20 mins to train. i jitao pttp.

warmup 60kg 2 reps.

deadlift:

set 1: 80kg 5reps
set2 : 85kg 5reps

07 May 09

then on this day i went to run after doing fyp. song
ran at prolly less than 3/4 speed. for 13 mins. gonna try to decrease my timing to 12 min for the same distance. prolly next week. heehee.
after that circuits as usual.

pull ups and dips 5 sets 5 reps.
rest time :45s

08 May 09

GYM DAY! shiok shiok sia. damn happy. todae pttp.

deadlift:
2 sets: 90kg 5 reps.

improved tremendously! heehee. so proud of my own achievement. another 10kg will be my golden lift. X2 my body weight. that will wait. i wanna get my form to the perfect form 1st.

well i found out a way to minimise my hip flexor damage. that is to run! but not sprinting though.
running at my 3/4 spd helps improve my hip flexors alot. or probably cuz i go for swimming as well. both of it definitely helps 1 way or another. my weight hasn't been increasing though. the amt i take in is too lil. wad to do. i'm not a big eater. i dun eat so much. heehee. but i'm happy that i nvr decrease m weight.

i'm gonna relax for the weekend! no physical training. needa recover man. hahahah. i've done wad is expected of myself for this week. take caree!

2009-05-04T23:34:00.002+08:00

May 04 09.

Damn it.! its may already. freaking fast.

hmm. let me see. todae wad i did.

i ran.
and ran.
ok for a short while only.
Andrew Wiles. x^n + y^n = z^n

anw. i ran at 3/4 speed of wad i will run for a 400m intervals. well i can't say how much distance i've covered.

gnna find out when i go track. i did an 11mins running. with consistent speed at the 3/4 spd. so right now. i need to run track to find out exactly how much distance i've covered.

after that. did my 5 sets of 5 reps of pull ups and dips. double sets. rest time 30s. perhaps soon i can do a muscle up. still trying though. hahah.

ok the next track. prolly. hmmm....

will think abt it. andfor now lets slp to recover!

2009-04-27T16:54:00.002+08:00

27th April 2009

Wake up weight: 53kg

as time was against me. i did a 15 to 20 mins gym session where usually it takes 1.5hrs.

Deadlifts:

60kg 5 sets 5 reps
rest time: 1 min

double sets:
5 sets of pull-ups and dips of 5 reps each
rest time 30 seconds.

as good as hell to me. wanted to puke after that. lucky i withheld it. tts about it.

no water in school. damn it. where's our water! even the washrm doesn't have water. LOL.

BREAK THE SKINNY CYCLE!

2009-04-20T22:56:00.002+08:00

20th April 2009

1st day of school! woohoo. relax. shiok.

slacky day. relax.

training was at 3pm

Deadlifts:
set 1: 80kg 5rep
set 2 to 3: 70kg 5 rep
set 4 to 5: 60kg 5 rep

Bench press:
set 1: free bar 5rep
set 2: 25kg 5rep
set 3: 35kg 5rep
set 4: 30kg 5rep

well. i improved in my deadlifts. gawd damn happy man.
bench was kinda tough. prolly i'm just too weak for that
hahahaa.

keep training and eating! and i'll grow! yay.

2009-04-17T01:45:00.002+08:00

Exploding mind:

1. FYP Catia. i wished that i was more diligent in doing this. but it seems i do not have the heart. i must complete my modelling of the plane by tml! please let me.

2. Interview for poly forum. gotta start preparing on my topic. only left a few more daes to interview. arghh. tight timing.

3. NYAA Residential Project! i've been selected as chairperson, so now i'm doing a project. span about 2 months to end. i hope i can manage it well. =)

i wonder wad made me so on suddenly. perhaps its that i'm going yr 3 and that i wanna make an impact. if i were still in yr 2 i'ld prolly turn down every single damn event. HAHA. like i did in the previous sems.

Well its time to make it up. but seriously i hope i can cope. bless me ya. :)

2009-04-17T01:40:00.003+08:00

16th Apr 09

Training for today. wooooo. simply great!
pull ups
1st set: 10
2 to 6 sets: 5 reps each

Rows 1 set 22kg
cable rows 1 set 70kg 10reps

deadlift:
2 sets: 70kg 5reps each
3 sets: 60kg 5reps each

2 mins rest intervals

awesome!~. :D

went to mahjong after that and then dinner with great friends! :D
it will nvr be the same again.

log

2009-04-15T00:38:00.004+08:00

15th Apr 09

well well well.
warm up week i guess.
training began with :
pull ups 10
weighted pullups 5reps 3 sets

cable rows 70kg 10reps 3 sets
abs conditioning legs L-shaped 10 reps 3 sets

push press bar 5 reps 4 sets

well, i'm now 54.5kg. gained 500grams from ytd's. lol. very happy. hope this is a linear positive graph. everydae 500 will be good! :D

training log

2009-04-13T23:53:00.002+08:00

13th Apr 09

Back to training after 1 week of rest. slack. totally nvr do any training.
Went back to deadlifts to test my hip flexors. wow that rest reallyhelps.

Deadlift working set:
set 1: 70kg 5reps
set 2 to 5: 60kg 5 reps each
resttime 1.5min

triple sets: 5 sets
cable rows 70kg 10
dips 5
rows 24kg 5 per side
resttime 2mins.

tts all for todae. prolly my warmup training after 1 week of non-training daes.
really feels good to be training. heehee

Training Log

2009-04-03T12:49:00.003+08:00

This will be my platform for my training log:

Mar 23 2009

Rack Pull Clusters. 5 sets.
Set 1: 10 reps 60kg
Set 2: 10 reps 70kg
Set 3,4,5 : 10 reps 60kg

Bench Press. 2 sets.
5 reps 30kg

Deadlifts. 3 sets.
10 reps 60kg 3 sets

Cable Rows 70kg

Hip flexors still not recovering.

Mar 26 2009

halfsplit squats 10kg on each hand. 5 sets of 5 reps per side

Triple sets: Dips, Cable rows and rows.
5 sets.
Dips 5reps.
Cablerows 10reps.
Rows 5reps per side
rest time 1 min.

Mar 30 2009

Learned to warm up with the bar.
but still not able to explode the bar upwards.

Practised Squat form with the bar.
Front squat 10 reps. Cross.
Back squat 10 reps.

Apr 2 2009

warmed up with bar as well.
front squats and back squats reps.
my hip flexors cldn't take the explosive force.

performed deadlift but due to hip flexors injury, cldn't perform up to standard.

single leg "deadlift". forgotten the term.
body weight. 3sets of 5reps each

rows 5 sets. 5reps each. 20kg.

pull ups. 8 sets.
set 1: Body weight 12 reps.
set 2~7: 5 reps BW + 6.
set 8: 11 BW reps.

tts all. oh my gawd. weight still not increasing.

not eating enough. gotta log down wad i eat daily so i can focus to eat more. haha!

2008-11-01T13:42:00.002+08:00

What i wish for.
a happy family
a blissful marriage between my dad and mum

why. why.
why do they alwaes quarrel the moment they start to talk.
don't they realise that kids hurt the most when they quarrel.
i alwaes wanted them to be loving.
but its impossible. no matter wad, it will alwaes go wrong.

before the quarrel, i already knew something bad was gonna happen
the words they started to exchange. the emotions involved.
the voices aloud. and then it all went wrong after the meal.

money. she said. and then money again. she said. and yet another money.
as one can see. money is definitely important to have a happy family.
what can i say. i'm gonna earn lotsa money. i'm gonna study hard.
i cannot let my mum and dad down. i'm doing this for my mum.
and my dad. i need to give them that source of stability. that income.
and that's very far away from now. i pray that they live a long life.
i still want to be filial and give them my showering care.

but i don't know how. i'm not a person who knows how to comfort.
i don't know...

Gym

2008-10-15T22:56:00.002+08:00

Gym Week #1 Sch Gym. 6PM Wednesday

Training :
Deadlifts on 10kg. 12.5kg and 15kg dumbbells. total 5 sets done and 5 reps per set. 3 sets on 10. 1 set on 12.5 and 1 set on 15.
Rows on 12.5kg and 15kg dumbbells. Total sets 4. 5 reps per set. 2 for each weight.
Pull-ups 4, (4), (1), (2), 4
(4) - + 5kg
(1) and (2) + 7.5kg

Final exercise :
20 burpeses. LOL dead after that. that's how weak i am.

Meals:
Breakfast - 1 hotdog bun
- 1 kaya bread + 1 cheese bun
Lunch - Chicken rice + charsiew
Tea Break - 2 eggs + 2 sausages
Dinner - Pork + rice + veg + fishballs + soup
Supper - Oats.

Hmm... Every week measure weight once. hehee. hopefully next week i can see a gain. even if by 1 or 2 kg PERMANENTly. hee

Gym

2008-10-15T22:45:00.004+08:00

Week #1 Tuesday
Meals:
Breakfast - Bread - 6am
- 2 breads later in the morning - 9am
Lunch - Curry Chicken + rice
Dinner - rice....... ehhh.... fish....
Supper - oats

Shit i needa take record of wad i eat everydae. there's a problem though. i do not know how to estimate how much i've eaten. like what 200g of breast meat all these. Lol.

Gym

2008-10-15T22:33:00.003+08:00

Gym week #1: Tamp Gym. 10.30AM Monday

Current weight : 50kg
Current height : 1.71m

Training :
Deadlifts on a 12.5kg dumbbell. 5 reps per set. 5 sets. each 90s interval
Rows on a 12kg dumbbell. 5 reps per set. 2 sets. each 90s interval
Pull-ups on body weight. 4 sets: 6,8,8,3

Final exercise : Cycling. 30s Chiong. 30s relac. 5 mins.

Meals:
Breakfast - 2 half boil eggs + 3 slices of french loaf
After Workout - Beef Soup with 1 bowl of rice
Lunch - 1 plate of chicken
Teabreak - 2 eggs + 2 sausages + 1 whipped potato
Dinner - ehhh forgotten.
Supper - Oats.

What do i have to say. i'm only 50kg. hahah! what i'm doing is i'm gonna increase my weight! to some leaner muscles definitely. and of cuz my aim to increase my weight to 60kg by.. hmm.. 4 weeks of training? yeah hopefully. if not really hafta fit in more meals during my workout days.
:D

Day 2

2008-09-03T21:48:00.002+08:00

Day 2 @ Work!

OMG OMG OMG. Wad a day. Absurdly Tiring. So what did we all do today that makes us so so so wearryyyy.. guessed it right?

it's TYPING! some 200 pages of questions. 1 page has got 30 questions. haha! and 3 persons doing it today. maybe not tomorrow. haha! alot of xuete. . Today was a lil shorter. cuz of the heavy thunderstorm. flights are cancelled, so our captain supervisor drove us back to hotel earlier. heeh reached back at 5.10pm. best.

whole day eat and eat. type and type. type and eat. eat and type. hahaha! the donuts were tasty. and the marry brown chicken! woooo. nicer than kfc. lol.

Hope tml will even have more food!! heeh

i hope i grow fat.! ok not that fat. but at least meatier. heeh

A trip to Malaysia: Kulai

2008-09-01T19:12:00.005+08:00

A Trip to Malaysia!

Day 1:-
1240: Arrival at Bugis MRT. Went to meet up with Junwen and Shengjie. Junwen bought another 2 Giordano Polo! that makes it 5! and 5 bright colours! He's so gonna attract all the attention. haha!

1400: was drizzling already. oh man.. but still, against all odds! we took an express bus (SJE) to Causeway Link. S$2.40 for half an hour++. Very worth it. if we had taken 170 i think whole day already. =) We crossed the borders of Sg and My. and then took a cab to Kulai, Country Inn Hotel for RM50.

1600: Arrival at our Hotel!!! Sexcited, aren't you?! 206 is our room no.! RM68 for 1 day for 3 persons! heeh. its a steal! we changed and washed up a bit. Then prepared to go IOI Mall for some shopping! spent about 120RM and ate the KFC. totally different. hmm.. more delicious?

Thats about it for Day 1.

And The actual Day 1@ Work:

Okay about the whole morning. We were supposed to report work at 9am. However, there seems to be a communication problem. however, we reported at 10.30 i believe. HAHA! so feeling damn apologetic.

Today was rather okay. had lunch later and then subsequently went to the control tower to 'admire' and learn. learned abt the primary radar, secondary radar, UTC Light that shoots off light shld the radio in the aircraft fails so that can land. awesome!. lol. but i wasn't paying much attention. :/ hahaha.

Ok i'm damn tired. Tml's a long day. i have lotsa work to do! tml's admin.

Laters!

Almost a year. . .

2008-04-18T21:12:00.003+08:00

Hi everyone! yes i know. its been almost a year now. i'm back. for what purpose? i'm just writing. so if anyone out there cares about reading. then go on. this will not be announced to my frens. there's no official opening or wad so ever. it is just my rantings.

School's started. YES! so happy. i'm finally in year 2. happy? i'm so damn excited! after 5 days of lessons. i can tell that this course is really demanding. maybe it's just me, but the difference between year 1 and year 2 is really BIIGGG. i'm just gonna write wadeva sch work i've done. this is MY reflection.

i'm taking 7 modules this sem:
AEIS - Aircraft Electrical & Instrument System
GEMS - Understanding how a Ship Functions
AMP - Aircraft Maintenance Practices
MECHII - Mechanics 2
CAD - Catia
APPI - Aicraft Power plants 1
EMII - Engineering Maths 2

sounds fun? yes it is, but its demanding. interesting in a challenging way. tts how i shall put it in.

i'll just talk on the 7 modules i've gone thru this week so far.

AEIS - crappy. deals with electronics technology. friends say its tough, yeah i think so too. practical... not bad. soso.

GEMS - ships... hmm.. 1st lesson nothing much, introduction.

AMP - OH MY GAWD. THIS MODULE. damn challenging. esp the practical part. fucking score only 82 points. -.- mistakes zuay zuay. hais. i'm upset. this is the lowest marks. but i'm gonna do better. this week's practical was on safety wiring. yeah its tough, i had a tough fight. i bled profusely. on both hands. got cuts also dunno. until the blood flow and the wire stained with blood. then i realised i was bleeding. crapp. i'm so gonna do well for my next practical next week: torque loading.

MECHII - funny lecturer. not bad. for now its not that difficult, but of cuz its gonna climb up and upz. right now its handleable.

CAD - arghh i hate designing. teacher is dull. . and the freaking software, can only be installed and used in school. crappy shit.

APPI - back to thermofluids 1. for now that is. 1 year has passed, my knowledge has passed on back as well. HA!

EMII - retarded mass lecture. everybody talking, lecturer bo chup, nvr explain and tell us when he moves on. seems like he's just talking to himself.

yeah my summary of the 7 modules. from next week onwards. i'm gonna post on individual modules as a post. yeah. that will do. my plans for the next week. next month and so on. i'm gonna work out my study plans and my schedules, and of cuz not neglecting my health fitness. if not i'm realy gonna turn crazy( like i did in jc..)

yeah crap. i'm so emoing now. i shld just rest for todae. its a Fridae for goodness sake! i can't believe i'm .... alone.... wad can i say.

feeling retarded right now. at this moment

Special Saturday

2007-05-12T10:41:00.000+08:00

this marks the end of the 4th week of term! omg time really flies. its 1 month already! this saturday will be a special 1-loneliful = lonely + fullday :x

my Mum went to china yesterdae, and will only be back after 10 days.. which means, all the clothes, housework, Chores. We'll bao kaliao! SAD! and then, today, my dad went to malaysia on a fishing trip. OoOo. FRESH FISH AFTER SO LONG. WOOHOO! ROX MAN. can't wait for tml when the fish arrives :D

when i woke up, no 1's at home already. HAhaa. early activities while i dreamt of them. anyway. its gonna be a busy day 4 me. gotta do my CAD homework, 3 projects on the way as a GROUP. tts really hard esp when we're staying like NSEW. lol. Electronix sux la. the practical is hopeless -.- dunno wad crap.

awaiting for the grand event on Wednesday! YAY! :D

RE-INtroduction

2007-05-10T22:43:00.000+08:00

Been sometime! i'm currently an SP Student, studying in DARE course. that's diploma in aeronautical engineering. SAD to say, i study in a monastory environment.. with other 17/18 guys in my class. LOL.

though tts the case, i'm happy to be in SP right now! woohoo! sch rox. classmates rox. facilities rox! ROCK CLIMBING ROX!

been busy lately. everyday reach home 9+ 10. gonna die of fatigue. lol.

post pictures up perhaps. wanna take more pics ahaha. and i'm tired! making it short.
TO JUST ANNOUNCE THAT I'M BACK! WOOHOO!

Dedication.

2007-01-12T20:07:00.000+08:00

This post is dedicated to Moon Hwa.(pronounced as stated, dunno how to spell though)

Yesterdae. got off the bus and had to walk a distance before reaching home. then so heavy and no shelter. bo bian ran in the rain!.(wah macham series. continue from previous entry. HAHA!) then i didn't know i dropped my phone. oh my tian. then last nite wan slp le wan go set alarm. then can't find my phone! i called my no. to hear my ringtone. but nowhere heard. then this kind soul called me back on my house phone then asked questions to clarify whether i'm the owner. so he gave me his contact no. then i went to put it in my wallet. same thing, I CAN'T FIND MY WALLET. OH MY TIAN. so scared lar. I/C everything inside. thankfully its in my pants.

so today. as usual, no phone. used my bro's phone for alarm. then went to the kind soul's house to retrieve back my phone. thanks to them! though my phone is spoilt, at least i know there are kind souls out there. i won't say i'm suay, though i am. Lets just say.. i'm fortunate. hahaa.

Once again. i thank him for his kind help! :D

oh yes. i almost forgot. thanks to the guy who helped me across to the busstop! raining so heavily. hahah. he just signaled to me " ai zhao mai?!" LOL. with an agressive hand signal there. HHAHA

JobMORE NOW!

2007-01-11T20:58:00.000+08:00

Yoo!. after 10 days of joblessness. i finally found another new 1! :D
still in the same jobline - IT. but its more of a repetition work. currently working in MFA - Ministry of Foreign Affairs. cool uh. been to 3 different workplaces already since i began working. 1st - SSC Kallang stadium. 2nd - EDB Raffles City. And 3rd - MFA Tanglin. OMG LA. DAMN FAR. i need take 1 hr+ to reach there. hahaha.

Today's my 2nd day@work . hafta wake up at 7 though and leave pretty early. hahaa. then morning surprise. saw hongxiang on the train. and xiaoqing also! ahhaa. been a long time since i last saw her. chatted all the way till cityhall before changing train. it was a great start. morning macham mountain trekking. cuz i still no pass to access the staff gate yet. then. hafta walk so far. really walk up the hills and turn here and there. bloody golfcourse la. if not just cut thru reach liao.

2nd day at work and i did solo le! hahaa. brilliant anot?! LOL. quite simple la. routine work but if problems arise then jialat lor. breakdown. hahaha. had a 2 hr lunchbreak. slacked at the lounge after lunch. there can play cs. wc3. pool. table soccer. just like any lounge. lol. but the ambience is more to slping type. =X! LOL. went for an hr nap. hahaha. cool. nice sofa. and everything.

BUT ITS SO TIRING. well aniwae. TML IS A FRIDAY! WOoOO. can rest already. cooollLLl. really wanna haf a gd slp. IT RAINED THE WHOLE DAY. AND I GOT DRENCHED. BUT, DAMN SHIOK LA. HAHAHA. PLAY IN THE RAIN. WOOO..!

GOtta go! play and rest! slping early todae!. Yeah man!

Money matters?

2007-01-06T23:32:00.000+08:00

Money is more impt than anything else. do u agree?

yes i agree. got money then can buy thing. no money can eat shit. got money family rship also good. no money u see everytime quarrel also cuz of money. z. when will money come to me. i know i hafta work towards that money. but when will that time come. parents already so old. still quarrel. know why? cuz of money. fuck la. this house is a moneysucker. fuck the house. fuck everything. sell this house. good. but who will be willing to spend extra time to go look for new house? got OT si bo? fuck la. time is precious. precious = money. fuck it. hong kan lar. knn. if i got the money then everyone also happy. family broken. loanshark come. pple commit suicide. pple slp at roadside. nowadaes more and more poor selling tissue and performing at roadside. why?! cuz of the fucking money. knn. cuz got money = live = luxury. no money u can fuck off in sg and slp by the road. so when will money come to me? one day i believe. but by then, i'm afraid its all too late. i dunno. its another 10-20 years. will they be able to live so long? i seriously wanna make their lives better. why wasn't i born earlier. so that maybe i'll be working full force now. earning money. giving them to my parents. offering my help. pia work. up salary, up bonus
save some. give them some. then everyone will be happy. so now. i hafta work my money out. For poly. for my own desire. poly each sem 2k. wtf lar. + transport no nid money? + eating. no nid? + poly expenses high. wtf. 2k++++++. endless plusing.

"fucking grow up faster la kid."

"so where to next?"
To Earning my 1st 1 million.

4 words:
SHOW ME THE MONEY.

rainy christmas.

2006-12-26T09:48:00.000+08:00

DotA! I, Dk, Lc, Ks and Lj played into the morning. then i had to leave at 2 cuz today hafta work! boo!
own3d them with my DP. :P

anyway when i woke up, it was raining! arhh. snoozed my hp for another 10 + 10 mins. hahaha! so nice to slp lar.! :( its a damn cold morning, and i'm still sick. since friday sick until now le. flu-. Bloody mucus-. Headache-. sorethroat-. but lucky no fever. hehe. but the sad thing is Christmas eve didn't go out, cuz not feeling well. :( but the good thing is.. played MAHJONG @home with my family! won some money. heh

Then these few days eat tang yuan and only tang yuan. cuz nothing else that i could eat already. hahah. still got swiss roll(logcake!) and and and... aiya. seriously can't remember. just a moment ago i thot of it then it disappeared.

anyways, New year is coming!! can't wait. hahaha. this time cannot be sick again! hahah.
So, haf u set ur new year resolution yet?! :D

GOTTA GO NOW.

Series of events

2006-12-14T11:09:00.000+08:00

ok. 1st things 1st. i'm back! :x

main event of the day is: MEDICAL CHECKUP TODAY.

so i took a day leave from work and went to this stupid armycamp to take my medicalcheckup. ok the date on my letter states 14 Dec 9.30. so i reached there at 9.30 and i told them i'm going for medical checkup. they scanned my IC and said. "what? u're here for... medical checkup? there's no record that u're scheduled." my premonition is coming true. not really a premonition. but. at least its a prediction. next thing. hmm.. i got assigned to the counter to confirm my status, so they checked for me on my case. since i was granted deferment on 17th and my medcheckup dated 8th nov on the letter, the medcheckup was overwriten. AND WTH, THE OFFICER TOLD ME I STILL HAVE TO COME DOWN EVEN THOUGH I AM GRANTED DEFERMENT previously when i went down. BUT ANYWAY, ITS BETTER THIS WAY. i took a day break todae! woohoo! my bro told me that med checkup takes a whole day until 3+. 4. lucky uh?.

2nd event: LASIK OPERATION!

i wished it was me. but. NOO. was my sister! SHE WENT FOR LASIK. AND NOW SHE HAS NEAR-PERFECT EYESIGHT. WILL BECOME EVEN BETTER AFTER A MONTH. oh my goodness. I ALSO WANT. but.. she said the operation not really painful, but scary. u can feel the doctor trying to cut ur cornea and there's a tool that's like sucking ur eyeball out. arhhh.. 1 eye 2k. 2 eyes 4k. =( so much money. oh btw. she permed her hair. LOL. qhiu qhiu.

3rd event: F*ED UP ARMY

concerns my brother. hope everything will be fine. and it will!
aniwae he dyed his hair ytd. become paikia. LOL. dye ghim(dunno wad violent ash) . i also wan! but different colour la. but i dun wan bleach my hair, spoils easily. hahahaa

NXT MONDAY 4B CHALET. WEee! its been some time since we last gathered as a class. hhaaa.

Enjoying every moment!

sadded

2006-12-05T20:35:00.000+08:00

YO ITS ME. WASSUP?!

.

all blues. :( downed with everything down on me. i accidentally deleted my partition! while helping my fren with his OS. DAMN!. so careless. or rather so dumb! omg lar. now i find the softwares. all is shareware, need purchase. i use the recovery software scan scan. scan tio liao. den wanna save. it says "this is an evaluation copy, pls purchase it." wah seh. my heart suddenly sink sia. tmd.

hais. i so stupid la. go delete my partition away. =( bth. 70gb of data. :'(.

si shi nan liao.

SLACK!

2006-12-01T18:38:00.000+08:00

Slack, slack, and more SLACK!

Today TOTALLY NO users came down for upgrading. which means. SLACK! although i hafta arrange appointments with the users to confirm their dates to come down to upgrade their service pack. time really flies fast in there man. soon it was lunch time. 11.30am HAHA. while waiting for my colleague to drive to the waiting area, we saw Dr Tony Tan! totally stunning. he's 1 of my most respected ministers of all time. :) his bodyguard zuay zuay. and got chaffeur somemore. steady. nxt time i also must become lidat. LOL :D

Then later went to NYP to fetch an intern who used to work at my place. then we went to the ang mo kio hawker to eat the famous ZHU JIAO. wAh. damn nicee. this is the 1st time i'm eating this. hope i can grow fat! ahahaha. my colleague say the pork they use is air pork. Lol.

after that we went sim lim sq cuz his SD card he bought from SiteX spoiled. then hafta go back to simlim to change. hehe. wasted another hour there. hahaha. then went back already 3pm lo. then we started playing NETBIG2. HAHAA. inside the room. called "Sunkist". THEN AH. my colleague go paste newspaper on the wall so that others cannot peep in. LOL. laughing our asses off man. play for 2 hrs 30mins then 5.30 lo. WOOT. so we went home after that.

HAhahaa. the days spent at my new workplace is so darn fast. sit down and relac 1 corner. eat and eat nonstop. heh :D

the future.

2006-11-29T21:32:00.000+08:00

Joke of the Night

"Wait, my bro talking to his dad." by dillon koh.

after work, went to LJS wif darren. ate the rice meal. not bad. but a lil too ex. small bowl only. hahaha. then he was making a decision whether to sign bond with RSAF anot. hmm.. maybe its worth it, maybe not. its a 10 years bond. a looonnngggg time. although the bonds are money-centred, obviously there's a price to pay for having such lucrative pays for NSF, and subsequently regulars.

in my opinion, i dun really go for such bonds that is so long term. unless they're signing me as an officer pilot. hahaa then i dun mind!

sianed. as time goes by, i dun really know wad i like and wad i dun. now i'm confused on wad course to take for poly. dun really know where to go. sigh. :(

new environment

2006-11-28T19:44:00.000+08:00

Raffles City Tower EDB level 17!

Woohoo. its a whole new environment. lol. the interior design is top notch. a perfect environment for slping i guess. Lol. today was like orientation. morning reach there then learn abt wad they do. mostly the same as wad i've been doing in SSC. more or less the same. the procedure here is much more detailed and the customers talk with spikes. Lol.

for today's lunch, went to adelphi, there's a cafe upstrs. forgot the name. food here not bad. but just a lil cramped. aniwae. we had a 2 hrs lunch break!. there's no boss.. so.. HAhaa. after looking around at challengers' at Funan. we went back to the tower to level 21. Lol. thats the lounge!

ITS DAMN COOL IN THERE. it has a very cozy feeling, and and and. the vending machine for the drinks is free! totally. the snacks machine. EACH COST ONLY 20 CENTS. OMg. how great can that be. there's a tv and splendid relaxing sofa. there are computers, table soccer and a bird's eye view of the city! the most funny part is that before leaving the lounge, there's a buffing machine to buff ur leather shoes! hAHaha.

for the rest of the day, i had nothing to do. sit down. msn. talk cock. eat titbits. and SCRAP PAPER using the machine. LOL. thats a day gone. but the sad thing is that msn can't be used thru the network. including web messenger, trillian. every messaging website has been blked. awww. :'( there's goes my entertainment. only can use the wireless connection, which my forwork laptop doesn't haf!

ok i just had my pizza. later noodles.! sister cooking. for the rest of the week. i have to eat out! my father not gonna cook cuz he working fulltime until sunday. in that case, ANYONE WANNA DINE WITH ME?!?! ;D
i'ld be more than happy! hahaha!

Computers

2006-11-27T22:25:00.000+08:00

so tired now. after work, went straight to liju's house. he said he has no sound. so went there to check it out. it was the soundcard driver not installed. hahaha. so installed le everything ok. then nxt. took MRT and LRT to Ruilong's house. His HDD crashed. wah. so now helping him as well. hahaa. but i'm too tired to do all these now. staring screens in front of computers. so tiredd. I CAN'T WAIT FOR TML. EDB!! HAHhaa. SOunds cool man. its in the city! so much more fang bian la. :D

i shall go have my dinner now and later help ruilong with his hdd. ;D

Lunchtime!

2006-11-27T14:27:00.000+08:00

Today's Lunchtime venue!

Went to Suntec!. before leaving for suntec, it was still drizzling, den reach liao immediately rained heavily! haahha. lucky. aniwae after lunch went to carrefour, then saw the "Fun swords". they look like swords of cuz. made of styrofoam. den later we saw Edwin at the other side of the escalator.(the 1 leading from level 1 to level 2, no steps) THEN WE TOOK OUT THE SWORDS AND EN GARDE! HAHAHAA. SO DAMN CUTE.

Round 1. FIGHT!!LOL..

oh my homie. the chocolate milk is damn nice! 1.95 per bottle though. hahaha. its worth the money! then we went walk walk. saw Jasmin. then she look at me like very blur lidat. HAhaha.
STILL RAINING...

well the rain became smaller. then went off le. back at the bus stop. OMG. RAINING HEAVILY! AGAIN...

arhh. forgot wad i wanna type. got interrupted by my boss*.

Ohh. den reach bus stop le. my colleague had an umbrella then went back to take a few. 3 umbrellas*. THEN AH. WHEN HE CAME BACK, The Team Sg Van CAME AND PICKED US UP TO THE CARPARK SHELTER. HAHAHA. then he came back. O.o" LOL.

boss said: marwin, from tml onwards, u're going to EDB to support the desktop team. may take abt 1 month+ or so."

guess i shld be happy! hahaha. change location and a new environment for the time! hahaha!. ;D

having adapted to SSC environment, i kinda miss the pple here. and to hafta adapt to another 1. i guess it'll be abit diff. hahaa.

PIZZAHUT

2006-11-26T17:38:00.000+08:00

Pizza treaties!

weeee. today had pizza in the afternoon. so cool. ordered the merry feast. got 1 surprise pizza. hahaha. its actually hawaiian pizza! but stuff crusted. yepz! that means cheese, CHEESE AND MORE CHEESE!!! HAHAHa. NICEE. My father say today eat pizza, later nite time strike 4D! YOU LAI YOU QU. (GOT COME GOT GO). :D

later going for a run! whee. with my sister. muahaaha. its been ages since i last run la. omg. i think 1km i also peng liao. LOL. f*king weak now. bth. everydae sit down in front of com chiong anime chiong snacks chiong titbits. BUT. STILL NO FAT. shld i be happy or sad?! HAhaha I DUNNO..

now helping my mummy set up computer. Win2k OS. well, its Pentium 2 at a spd of 333Mhz and 64 X 3 MB of SDRAM. Lol. slow poke! but she got com can le. ahahaha. :D didn't know Win2k has got Service Pack 4!

These few days abit moody, hopefully after the run, things will be better. hahha.

YI GHU SOH!! :D

Bratja

2006-11-25T22:02:00.000+08:00

I am to be blamed
It is impossible to return
that, which has been taken by earth

One that knows the law
would help me find the answer.
I made a terrible mistake,
there is no cure for death.

Dear Mother! So Soft!
We loved you so much.
But all our powers
were spent in vain.

I intrigued you
With the perfect hope
To return our family
My brother, the blame is all mine.

Don't cry, don't despair, older brother
You are not the only one to blame
We both have one road
Lets bury the blame to the depth

I can't blame you for anything,
And I hold no hard feelings.
Heavy is our cause
The desire to be stronger than all

Dear Mother! So Soft!
We loved you so much.
But all our powers
were spent in vain.

I was intrigued myself
with the wonderful hope
to return our family.
I am the one to blame.

So what do we do now?
How do we correct and forget?
When you can't return
That, which was been taken by earth.

premonition

2006-11-24T10:51:00.000+08:00

i had a premonition, and it really came true when i met u. i guess.. this is wad happen when u regret letting go something. Kami sama has already thot of this plan.

Hopes? nah. just illusions created by me. dreams of u and me are nothing but only dreams. if dreams really come true, then they are not real dreams. Ren Ming ba. it will nvr happen the way it was before again.
Never.

I will never find another lover
Sweeter than you
Sweeter than you
And I will never find another lover
More precious than you
More precious than you

Girl you are
Close to me, like my mother
Close to me, like my father
Close to me, like my sister
Close to me, like my brother
You are the only one, my everything
And for you this song I sing, and

All my lifeI prayed for someone like you, baby
And I thank God that I
That I finally found you
All my life
I prayed for someone like you
And I hope that you
Feel the same way too
Yes, I pray that you do love me too

I said, you're all that I'm thinking of
Baby
Said I promise to never
Fall in love with a stranger
You're all I'm thinking ofI praise the Lord above
For sending me your love
I cherish every hug
I really love you so much, baby, baby, baby

Crap

2006-11-23T23:35:00.000+08:00

the truth hurts,
yet it remains a mystery.
a puzzle of a million pieces,
waiting to be solved-but nvr.
and life still goes on
thinking that the past is indeed the past.

as time passes by,
my love for u grows even deeper
let time tell.
but wait-time has no life
it won't tell u wad to do
or wad not to do

grab the chance,
for when the time comes
its ur chance.
but opportunity comes
once in a lifetime.

Wait-
grab the chance?
u haf the opportunity?
i guess these sentences
are redundant.
there's no chance given
all u could do is pray
and see how things go.

after all these times
i still know
i can't get over u.
will u-
listen to wad i hafta say?
will u give me another chance?

ohh crap, wads goingon. these are words cramped up in my mind, its jumbled up, lets try to resolve this together. shall we?

weird feelings.

Panda bear.

2006-11-21T11:16:00.000+08:00

Warning: Panda bear on the lurk!

"WHAT?! i tot pandas only found in zoo/china? how isit lurking?."

"yes yes. but how bout human formed panda?! u dumbass."

yes.yes. its been 30 hours since my eyes blinked. right now i'm working fullday! and later having bbq. no nid slp again. wahaha. already panda liao, lidat ton promoted to king panda liao la?. -.-. i love bbq! eat and eat and eat.! and i'm so hungry now. just now morning went for mac breakfast. den came to work and eat breakfast again. cool! and i'm still hungry!

anyway, ytd went down to CMPB. still hafta go for medical checkup bah. i'm still gonna be enlisted. hahaha. BUT, i can defer alright! just a med checkup. :D. everything is fine! hahaah!

at nite during the chalet, we played monopoly. like wth?! i was like wtf we doing playing monopoly?!?. but we played for 5 long hours! gosh. but it really rox la. shouting here and there. cuz we at T blk, den nobody come kajiao us. the funny thing is got new rule, as the houses increase, the jail break money increases! 1st was 500 dollars, den we played till 30k!. HAHAH. wah den i fucking suay la, ok at 1st nth, i go in jail, i got the chance card. den i free myself. i threw double 5. den i threw 6 and 4. -.-and so i declared bankcrupt. lol!

ok thats all folks. time to work, and wait for LUNCH! :D

Blessing

2006-11-17T01:00:00.000+08:00

Blessing of a lifetime

i slept for the past 8 hours on my mum's bed.. totally shagged after working. reach home bathe den slp le. now I'M STILL TIRED!! AHHAa. MUST SLP MORE. :D if everyday can slp this amount of uninterrupted slp, i very happy le. cuz everytime slp, confirm will wake up at an instance. den cannot slp le.

boo! ok. i'm going back to bed. now to my OWN bed. :D

tonning session

2006-11-16T10:52:00.000+08:00

30+ non-stop actions!

it's been a long and tiring day.. woke up at 7am, work ended at 6pm. so i went home to have my dinner and later chiong to chalet. reach there the people already bbqing le. Swee was the man! his cooking skill ai zai sia. but eat liao ls only. LOL. the chalet was for the tpjc people, but i crashed in =x. haaha. i was quite shy at the start and still am now. =x. aniwae, their class is havoc la. anyhow scream and sing happy birthday song when people wanna leave the chalet le. LOL. siao 1 lor. esp jaime, crazy -.- keep laughing and screaming like mad. then swee, his talking = yelling. gangster lor. think we deaf.

they were too noisy, seriously.uncivilised barbarians. LOL(oops). and they were complained for 4 times!!..

so qiao lor, this chalet date, my MJ frens were having their chalets also. wahah. think got 3 MJ classes which i know of. den TPJ got 2. and i heard from my frens that TJ and IJ are having their chalet also. hahaa.

then we tonned the nite, couldn't slp. they were too noisy! haha. but thats chalet for u! who cares abt the complains, everyone had fun and laughter. at nite we played some poker. then arh, loser hafta hold on to the ice cubes in their mouths. omg la. Dillon tio ice nuts la. LOL its those kind of damn big 1. put 2 that ice and u're a swollen hamster.

i'm so tired now, still gotta work. no slp. :(
well i gonna take half day leave. so can go home and rest!!

yay! :D

Wake up ur idea!

2006-11-13T11:23:00.000+08:00

"Wake up ur bloody idea!"?

Regulars alwaes say that in the army. so now its my turn to tell them to wake up their idea. it's very frustrating.

firstly, i went down to CMPB cuz i wanted to go down to check whether can don't go army 1st anot. so the person attending me said "u can still apply for poly, the 2nd intake or private diploma. but u can't apply for the nxt year intake cuz u'll be 18 by then. hafta serve army 1st."

So i signed the letter stating for early enlistment.

i was ignorant at 1st. then so my fren told me its not the case, since i was born in 89. den still can further studies. so i called up the deferment office, and a lady said "yah u can still apply for deferment to poly, just send in ur letter of enrolment nxt year and u'll be granted deferment."

a week later, another lady from CMPB called me, so i said i wanted to go poly 1st, she said "ok lor ok lor." den lidat only. den nxt i received my NS letter. stating to report for med checkup. den again i rang the deferment office. a lady told me to fax over a letter stating that i wanna go poly and had quit sch. den no nid to go down for med checkup.

then this morning i just called, the latter said i still must go down for checkup, in case i intend to change my decision. .... crap.

i did everything as they said. but 4 different pple speak to me with 4 different version. wtf. aren't they from the same department or so. aren't they supposed to speak in unison. This is so strange, i'm suspecting are they even fully awake. or just trying to get things done in the fastest possible manner, caring for themselves rather than their customers.

so now i tell them. "F*cking wake up ur bloody idea!"

stupid me, if only i had asked them for their names in the 1st place.

rain rain!

2006-11-12T16:00:00.000+08:00

Rain rain come again, go away another day!

Whee! here comes the rain again. AND A LIGHTNING! OMG. :X. i'm so fascinated. its not raining in the East. but at the West!. the rain clouds are coming!! i can't wait!. then i can go and take a nab le!. heheex.

Nice?! whee!

and then the rain came.. see this.

woah! those faint lines ARE the raindrops! cool. lolx.

NS letter.

2006-11-09T23:13:00.000+08:00

Manhood?

Few weeks ago, i called the deferment office and asked whether i can defer anot. 1 lady said "born in year 1989 right? den can la. no problem, u can go poly 1st." den after that CMPB called me, "haf u gone for ur medical checkup?" -.-? "I going poly 1st.", den she said "poly ah? ok lor ok lor. so going poly 1st right?"

that was last month, den now 8th nov i receive a letter to ask me go for this med checkup. i wonder how the CMPB works. they seem to have communication breakdown. so strange. :( sadded. spoil my night. :(.

NVM. tml 1st thing in the morning is to call them and check it out! everything will be fine! i believe.. :D

Learning till u age.

2006-11-08T21:15:00.000+08:00

Huo Dao Lao, Xue Dao Lao

learning takes place since the day u're born, even after u finished ur degree, u're still learning. there's a director in my workplace that is already in his 50s. and he's currently a student in NUS! i find him inspirative. he said that everytime he go NUS, the guard or whoever ask him for the staff pass, thinking he's the lecturer there. hahaha. then he said he's a student, and showed him his pass. lol. and when he bought his laptop and stuff, there's alwaes a student promotion-student priced, and he'll go for that. Lol. cool huh.

Things that he didn't know about. he'll go look for it himself and find out. like mathematics, he'ld go to NUS lib to find the related topics and study them. we shld all grab the chance and learn as we can. cuz learning nvr ends. :)

it was my wrong. to let u go.

Monday Reds

2006-11-07T09:27:00.000+08:00

Monday Reds

hippy! morning went down to JURONG WEST with my colleague-network encountered some problems. its so freaking far. if u think that boonlay is the furthest, u're wrong. JURONG WEST has got a new mrt line which reaches the Jurong extension FROM boon lay. so u see. jurong extension is darn far. luckily we take cab.hahahaa. jurong west is a new sports complex. its so hugee. humongous. large. gigantic. enormous. . . . though the swimming pool is still ok. there is an indoor competition pool. and beside the compy pool is housing estate. -.-(free show!)

After the problem was solved, we went down to waterloo st. to haf our lunch. it was my very 1st time eating vegetarian chicken rice! hahaa. say say say, it really tastes like chicken rice. i wonder how the chefs know how chicken rice tastes like. and the counter lady was introducing food to the customer: " here got bak kut teh, chicken rice, laksa, ..."

1 thing i like abt here is their service. then we went down to simlim sq to buy some stuff. bought my earpiece and dvd-r. then went back to stadium. by then it was already 3pm! and so i slacked for another 3 hrs sitting in front of com.

:D life's great afterall.

Surge! at MOS

2006-11-05T18:20:00.000+08:00

SURGE! at MoS
21st Nov 2006
Presales @ $20

Age Entry: 16 & above

Get ready to UNLEASH
that wild party animal chained up inside YOU!!

FIRST PARTY right after the o's!!

Featuring surprise ADRENALINE PUMPIN'
BOXING MATCH btwn two HUNKS

CONTACT YAN LING AT 91521604 or slamdunk_90@hotmail.com FOR TIX.

Toilet wails

2006-11-02T11:11:00.000+08:00

Story of a Teenage

there was a 17 yr old boy who had very low self-esteem. hs morale was always low to the max. he found himself useless, everytime thinking why he was so useless, even a slightest simple task given and he couldn't complete it. Everytime when he felt really down, he would shut himself in the toilet, and cry out soft, yet painful. Once when he was in college, he shut himself in the cubicle and cried, thinking: " why am i so useless, can't even do well for my tests. i won't be able to make it thru the A's, GP is killing me, and econs! i can't... i AM useless..."

And so, his hopes began to shatter, as more workload piled up, he found himself trapped in the bottomless well. he could not take it any longer, struggling all day long, hoping to pull thru each day. Finally, he grew tired, he decided to withdraw.

After withdrawal, he found himself a job- an IT job. he was ignorant of everything about computers. he worked hard and learned many things. After 1 month of experiences, he thought he learned enough to help the team already. Once, he was alone at the remote sites solving a problem, but even after a whole day, he couldn't solve it. the problem was only solved when his colleague helped him. and again, he felt really down, thinking: "why am i so useless? why can't i even do this simple task..." and tears started trickling down. Slowly, he began to pick up his self-esteem. he was feeling happier..

Another month later, while his team leader was away for 2 days and he was assigned another simple job to be done before his team lead return back. These 2 days, he made lotsa blunders and mistakes. of course, he didn't finish his required job. he was totally useless. he couldn't be more of a help than a burden to the team. again, he felt really down and went to the toilet and shut himself in a cubicle and wailed, thinking:"i am useless. i nvr can get a job well done..." And so after crying, he went back to his desk and blogged this.

Moral of story: ~~don't be like me. (:~~ DONT BE EMO LIKE HIM AND LIVE HAPPILY. :D -edited by yanling-

It's OT time.

2006-11-01T18:25:00.000+08:00

Sleepy Moments..

Reported to work at 8am, den got ready everything to set up for the new manager. so i moved the pc from west entrance to the east entrance. haha. everything went smoothly for that hour. luckily it was still early, the director wasn't there yet to grumble and scold. lol. so the pc was finally set up after an hour! Woohoo! went back to my desk. more cases!! some are pretty easy but hasty. the images that were clones 1 or 2 years ago were not working! so had to recreate the image from scratch, which is wad i'm doing now. so u can seethat creating an image from scratch takes more than a day! esp when i'm doing not only for 1 system, but 2.

anyway, i was told to clone an IBM system, but when i went to check the system that was faulty, it was actually a compaq system! (cuz the user has got a compaq system, i need to use the exact compaq image created so that both systems match and can work.)

Lol. i'm reaching 12 hrs of office work again! OT OT~! time to get back to my work! heh. can't wait for friday, when i get to go out and enjoy again.. 2 more days! :D

Busiest workday!

2006-10-31T19:42:00.000+08:00

Hectic day

bad day today, not really bad. just that i didn't bother to face the badness. i was placed in charge of cloning a pc for a user tml, and the helpdesk as well as the user side are rushing me to do the work. meant to set up tml, as my team leader wasn't ard todae, i had to do this on my OWN. of cuz its a challenge, luckily i have a good colleague to help me out. another colleague(H) of mine keep rambling on and on....

to be continued...

GOING HOME TO COMPLETE THIS ENTRY. time now : 9pm

CONTINUEING. time now: 11.11pm

then he told me that the user complained to him "u say this afternoon come, until now the pc hafen come. how?" then he replied "ask marwin la. he doing 1 wad. if he cannot finish then i also bo bian wad. marwin doing this thing."

cheebye la. wtf. come on, we're on the same team and he wans me dead? pushing the blame to me. nice 1 dude. not the 1st time already. and he can't be bother to help me at all. luckily my kind colleague is there for me. then he keep rushing me. "HOW? how? jialat leh. i kena shoot from both sides, the helpdesk and the user.." and he kept repeating the same fcking sentence. damn pissed. actually not la. i really can't bbe bothered with wads he's saying. lol. i switched off my hearing when he's speaking to me.

At 3/4 past 5, he went home. so i was still there. doing this cloning and updating all the security updates. and this slowpoke com. p3, 533mhz and 256mb ram. . . . take ages man. it sux. so i left it to clone. and den i went for a RUN. woohoo! relax!

At the 4th round while RUNNING, Tengming (primary sch classmate) spotted me as he was running also!. OMG. i didn't notice him. hAHaha. so shocked to ssee him. aniwae he was having his db (dragonboat) training. stamina run. my hatred. haha. so after that went back to the cloning. Didn't realise it was running on usb 1.1 OMG. no wonder it took ages. quickly changed to IDE cable then it operated faster. haha. well, my task is not over yet. tml morning 8am hafta go there and finish it before the client starts rambling and i hafta hear nonsense from that idiotic H again.

went for some pool afterthat with my brothers!(koh bros...)

gotta go catch some slp before i peng tml!

Weekends!

2006-10-30T09:31:00.000+08:00

Weekends outing!

Friday Night
went to meet up with my great frens! heh. long time no eat ho liao. hahahaa. went to cineleisure to eat yuki yaki at 1st. but, the yuki yaki close shop liao. den we went to chicago steakhouse to eat. saw germaine on the way there!(long time no see!). :D. went in to sit down. den actually sit down le wanted to zhao. LOL. but nvr la. so we ordered steak. omg la. the food here sux. the steak medium cook = well-done. -.- damn yucx. then the oyster is raw and unfresh. no wonder i got a bad tummy. :(

After this, we went to watch death note(my treat) :D. tot the movie was the same as manga/anime. BUT, its so disappointing. too many loopholes, for instance, in yagami's room, inside got 64 cameras lor! only show 3 or 4 in L's hotel. HAHA. imagine 64 monitor screens. LOL.

The night was still young, we went to starbucks at tp. chat and talk cock until 1.30am. it was such fun being with friends! hehx.

Saturday
had breakfast with my dad. he bought big breakfast. woah. 1st time :x he's in a happy mood cuz he was gonna go fishing aboard seas already. haha. then later went for peer tutoring. all say i grown skinnier. OMG LA.WADS HAPPENING?! :( so SAD LA!. teach me how to gain weight please..

Sunday
DADDY IS BACK! hurray!. but fish very few. nvm!. the seafood is really fresh! OMg. the squid(sotong) damn nicee. hahahaaa. Ruilong: got food to eat liao! i told my father to cook assam fish for u. :D

The Friday end of October!

2006-10-27T12:54:00.000+08:00

ITS FRIDAY! (End of the month*!)

yawnz. so tired. slpt at 1am. luckily morning go tampines src. can haf another hour's of slp. ahaha. took a cab and it was playing my favourite song! "wu yue tian - wen rou" :D. everything went smooth today up till this point, haha, the staff at the swimming complex damn cute. as in his actions. lol. he keep disturbing his colleagues and even the customers! after everything i went down to clementi.

At clementi src, took 1 min to solve the problem. -.- time wasting hahaha. den went back to hq already. total care fare of the day: $36!. highest was $54/day. as for lunch, went to suntec :D. Sunny later gave me a korean ginseng pack brought from korea(his hometown). so kind of him! hope his family enjoyed the 4 days trip in singapore.
OMG, ITS GONNA RAIN SOON! :D. THE THUNDER'S ROARING!

later going to town to eat ho liao with koh bros, hx, janniboi! whee~ :D

everybody let's enjoy the friday!!

*salary coming!

Random #1

2006-10-26T16:05:00.000+08:00

Random Entry #1

Hear the song! hear my name!! :D can u feel it?

MARWIN mawep. MARWIN mawep. MARWIN mawep. LOLOL :D

frenship nvr ends

2006-10-26T14:45:00.000+08:00

An hour with my friends!

morning went to tp swimming complex to solve some problems, took the whole morning and lunchtime was near. called Dilly asked if wanna meet anot. hah. at 1st say dun wan no time. den i say "come la, i treat u." then his tone changed. "meet where?!" LOL. a true faggot! :D

so i tot only jann and dillon coming, in the end. 1/3 of their class came. O_O. but most of them i know de. ahahaa. wanna eat a proper fastfood lunch also hard, no place to sit. no choice the gals and some guys went back 1st(sry pple! wasted ur precious time, lets meet again some day!! :D). they had to do their OP dry run! hahahs. so left dilly, romeo, monkey(Lc) and jannieboi. giff wanted to join us, but his OP 1st group dry run, no choice but to go. haha. so we sat down and talk cock. felt like i really met them b4 and were damn close frens. :)

after my lunch, they had to go back for their OP as well. so here i am, back at natsd. :D i'm so happy! this job is really nicee. Hehehee.

this for sure i know, i've met my true friends. (: thx guys for accompanying me!

Ton!

2006-10-25T09:55:00.000+08:00

mahjong session!

woohoo! finally able to play mahjong with my frens! haha. been a year since we last played together. with bryan, alvin, derek, royston and gary. :). still remember sec 4 we frequent @ bryan's house to ton. hahaha. as usual, we went for supper at the kopitiam after 1 pok. come back for another few rounds. time really flies, by then it was already 6.30am! so tiredd. had to slp. they slpt in the livingroom while i slpt in my bedroom. :x haha. when i woke up they already left!(oops) lol. any of u wanna ton mahjong can call me! i'll be willing to teach and learn from u guys! :D

Sidelines:
the noise of the screeching tyres woke me up. went to look at it- the taxi skidded and bumped into the bumpers. once, it happened also. that was worse. cuz inside the taxi there are passengers-an ahma and a boy. the taxi skidded and faced the opp. direction of the drivelane. the 2 passengers immediately fled in terror and left the taxi. just like in GTA. u whacked too hard while fetching passengers, they will freak out and runaway. lucky for both incidents, there were no casualties. :) although its fun to watch.

Birthday Sentosa

2006-10-23T14:52:00.000+08:00

4B class gathering@sentosa

those days were memorable. even after separation, we were still united as one. memories of the class nvr faded. hahaa
Early morning waited for sharon at pr mrt stat supposedly 9.10. then she was let for 15 mins!. davis and kokting arrived at 9.10 also, but at simei mrt... hahaa! they waited until pek chek den say come pasir ris find us. hahha. for the 1st time our class outdoor gathering has abt 20 people. not bad. very lively. so we went down to sentosa and began our games. played volleyball 1st then switched to soccer. omg! the sand is bloody hot. even before starting the game we were hiding in the shades avoiding the sand. most probably even the ground potato will be cooked by the heat. luckily no blister. but junwei tio. :(

after water dipping, soccer, vball,(where's my frisbee!?) it started to rain a lil. then we called it a day. went down to vivocity.. so crowded! bth. no place to sit, no where to stand. den we went down to ghoby to haf our ehh.. ehh.. 3.30 latelunch? or 3.30earlydinner. or heavy teabreak. after that, celebrated the october babies! got 6 present, den 6 candles, each of them MUST ONLY blow 1/6 candles on the cake. blow more tio whacked. HAHA.

Some parted, most continued watching movie "the prestige". an enjoyable day. pictures up soon! :)

Initial D!

2006-10-20T16:49:00.000+08:00

Takumi with mazda 3?!

the exhaust pipe was burning, feeding it with nitro. 'pish', the gear changed swiftly. Just when he was overtaking another car, he rammed into his victim’s side! Who’s the he? He is none other than my boss!. hAhaha. my boss' wife (mazda 3) smashed into the side light of another vehicle. GG. Nice one.

LOL. Then now, my colleagues all suanning him. LOL. Hmm.. I SHLD TAKE A PHOTO!! HAHAH! Anyone want 4D nos. ?!?! lol!

Yesyes. Deathnote is out! i wana watch! anyone? just tag along and we'll see how! =D

Foodish.

2006-10-19T14:59:00.000+08:00

It's lunchtime!

My sister came over to fetch my colleagues and me over to beach rd for some fiesty treat! the thai food r0x. its so delicious that i hunger for lots more!! hahahaa. and the morning glory! its so nicee. "morning glory?" wondering wads that? thats kang kong! hahaaha.. the thais call them morning glory. :) hahaaha.. the good thing is whenever i go lunch with my sister, she'll pay for my meal. =x lol.

ok. i shld get back to work soon. oh well. nth much to do for now. slack ard. really slpy.

Muscles

2006-10-18T17:49:00.000+08:00

Growing!

once there were 6 kingdoms, the Kings of each kingdom were unhappy with one another. They waged wars, and started training. train and train, in hope of defeating and conquering the 6 kingdoms. after years of fighting, the Kings gave up finally. and they joined hands to form 1 united kingdom.

that's whats happening to my aps!(spelling?)they are combining forces!! holy crap. *the haze is killing me. can't exercise and train my 'kingdoms'. =(

*i was just kidding, i'm actually too lazy to jog! HAHA. just an excuse so i won't go and exercise. LOL.

Smokey!

2006-10-16T19:13:00.000+08:00

Promotion: Free cigarette smokes outdoors for every breath u take!!

take a deep breath outside and enjoy the free promotion package*. WIth this, u can save up to 2 big packs per week!. Whats more, if u're lucky, u could even just open ur windows at home and enjoy the free deal!! So take this time off and quit smoking for now.

p.s. IF u still can't quit smoking, the pro's advice is : go for a RUN and breathe in more, at least this will save u some pennies.

*while forests last =p

NEW MONITOR!

2006-09-18T20:24:00.000+08:00

NEW MONITOR!

HAHHAHA. nth to say. TOO SHUANG LIAO. SHUAI SI LE. HAHAHA.

pay slip

2006-09-17T15:56:00.000+08:00

1st pay!

1st pay of my life!. LOL. hmm.. only 280. =( minus CPF 37. only 240. so pathetic. well.. its only 4 days of work. hahhaa. den my new LCD 19" monitor costs 350!. so sad lar. still must dao4 tie1. :'(

rain

2006-09-15T19:14:00.000+08:00

Rainy season

this morning sent 2 new PCs to another site and set up using the trolley within the stadium. haha. after setting up, den look outside. IT WAS RAINING!. and the 2 entrances are NOT sheltered. omg wth. den arhh. LOL. we still got trolley. nvm. me and my colleague took up the trolley and put it overhead. HAHAH. den ran to the shelter. LOL. it was stupid.. damn crazy. hahaha! my idea :x

the rain was so heavy for soo lonngg... i was literally freezing in the aircon + fan office. omg. @.o. keep going to the toilet for the hand dryer!. lol! nxt time i'll remember to bring a cup for hot green tea! and a JACKET.

i wished i could go back to the past, to where i could start all over again. gimme back my past. can u? i really dun wanna say things like "i wanna go back to how things were b4" but i can't. i hate myself. plain hatredness.

work@HQ

2006-09-14T20:30:00.000+08:00

Another weightless day.

just another day at HQ. nth much to do. except attend to some users. damn sian. 3rd week alraedy i still hafen gotten my finger printing access. -.-. everytime wanna go attend users at other places must wait for ppl help me open door. =(

other than that, free times watching manga and eating. LOL. my colleagues gort so much food!! wth. keep offering me. junkie. crackie. cake. all sorts. stil got those must pao 1 green tea. too bad i no cup. =(

Therefore i won't run away. thats wad i'll do. definitely, always.

12th Sept

2006-09-12T23:48:00.000+08:00

brand new day!

it's my sis' birthday!. getting older and older each year! hahahaaa. :x. but no cake to eat. so sad! i was looking forward to some creamy cakes with full cream! omg. today was an avg day. couldn't hail any cab outside the HQ. so sickening, cuz of the IMF. taxi drivers not coming in cuz got alot of road blks and security checks. and the police are stationed at the carpark. 2 more days till the IMF meeting!

well aniway. had to walk out to take the cab to hougang SH. 1 new place! hahaaa. quite cool. =)

"live life to the fullest" was her only wish

Slpless again!

2006-09-11T19:55:00.000+08:00

Sleepless and tiring

another slpless nite i had. couldn't sleep. just wad was happening? my heart kept thumping and pumping. they rhythm got faster and faster, was it another encounter with the entity... No. luckily it wasn't.

this feeling is back again, shld i run away or face it? ?.? confused.

another tiring day from work. 1 word: sux.

my mind is filled with ur prescence.. false hopes? or real.. please tell me..

Night life.(at home)

2006-09-07T20:27:00.000+08:00

Beautiful sky.

the scenery of purplish red sky showered by 2 huge flametorches is magnificent. yet it brings out the feeling of loneliness. just from my window, it looks like a picture, a perfect picture.

truly a great view. (:

but as time goes by, the 2 flames start to diminish and weakens, and my heart. you once said, its beautiful. and i think, it still is.

Half-Day

2006-09-07T17:17:00.000+08:00

Half day?

It's Half-day for Sports council, but not for me.

today is the slackest day. i just woke up from my 30mins nap while working. lol.

nothing much happened. went to lunch for 2 long hours. @.o. hahaha.

waiting for another hour to pass, then can go home!

Nitemare or reality?

2006-09-05T23:20:00.000+08:00

Nitemare or reality

it happened b/w 6.25 to 7am. during this period of time,lying/sleeping on my bed, my head gradually moved up and got away from my pillow. Then my lips started to move and went into 'kissing' action. i pushed 'it' away. As i struggled more, 'it' became more aggressive. 'it' tried to pull my left hand at 1st, i tried to struggle, but in vain. and then i felt my right hand being gripped. tried to do the same, but it failed.

i couldn't move, yet i couldn't speak. i shouted out something. calling for my mum. but it was too soft to reach her ears. twice. i shouted. then i resisted my left hand.

All of a sudden, i woke up, gradually my right hand gripped was loosen, and then my left hand. lying in terrification. i just shivered and broke out in cold sweats.

Another instance was i could hear a maniacal laughter.

What's this? a dream or reality. Maybe i shld see a psychiatrist. but wth. aren't i normal?

this is freaking me out, even after seeing online news and reports of such 'medical' cases.

I wished u were still here with me, then this wouldn't have happened

eat eat!

2006-09-02T18:17:00.000+08:00

WOOHOO!

Went to TPY to eat eat eat!. LAKSA!!! damn nice. but too bad this time round not spicy enuff. hahahaa. went with my family. i remembered last time go there eat. everyone started asking for tissue. then can hear the sound..*sis si su su*AHAHA

5th day!

2006-09-01T20:55:00.000+08:00

It's the beginning of a new month! which means i get my 1st pay of 4 days. hahas.

Went to Delta Sports Hall(nani?) at 11+. LOL. where the hell is that place. well its just beside Red Hill MRT station. damn lok kok. lol.

had my lunch at 2pm. damn freaking hungry!. Bloody hell. 1 Prawn noodles need 3.50.. WTF. so ex lar. 1 meal that takes me more than 5 dollars at a sort-of hawker centre, with no chicken rice or wadsoeva. and the shocking thing is that the hokkien mee is 4 dollars. Zzz. insanely high price. After that me and my colleague keep kping. LOL. cuz i think walk further down got dry market. after that returned back to delta to do work.

4+ den return to HQ. reach there 5pm le. slack another while. 6 le. ahahahaa. and thats the end of the day! D:

3rd day!

2006-08-30T19:19:00.000+08:00

whee! went to 2 new places today in the afternoon. hehex. while morning did some monitor issue.

lunchtime met up with my sister at 1. den went to Jalan besar swimming complex nearby eat lunch. den suddenly raining! ! ! dunno whether to feel good or not. at home cfm shiok. outside working. ehh. ehh. u shld know la. imagine u going home when raining.. hahaa. den 2pm jiejie went to STB work. so i continued to my destination at the swimming complex.

quite scary. since today is my 1st time soloing. hahah. but overall was ok. den arh. the heavy rain dampened some kids playing in the pool. they wanted to continue going into pool and play. the lifeguard say "no!". den 1 fattie say "wah lao. so long no swim den come liao rain." hahah! damn cute. den do finished my work went back to kallang.

yet another assignment. den went down to TPY with the stuff to set up and troubleshoot. then arh. inside got the Asian Satellite Badminton Championships. go in watch for 10 to 20 mins lidat den continued working =X, cuz waiting for the senior colleague to come.

OVERALL: TODAY NO OT!. =DD finally can get down to some rest. hahaha!

2nd day @ work!

2006-08-29T22:13:00.000+08:00

WTF! wanna publish my entry just nice hang. -.-

2 day @ work!

same as monday. went down to the hub to sign the letter of appointment. and she's there of cuz. haha. then got down to Kallang after all these. ran some errands, went to facilities dept, biomechanix dept, high performance dept do some com errors. after that. already 1pm. went to kfc to have my lunch! :D. some food finally. haha.

after lunch went back and slack for an hr before proceeding on to Clementi to do some printing errors and lotus notes. after all these already 4.30pm (time flies)

travelled to CCK to finish up on ytd's work. but never -.- sian man here. sibei zuay problems. later this cannot work that cannot work. unist and inst again. the coms damn weak. do until DULAN. bery wols. do 1 computer for like 2 hrs. wth. by then its already 7.50pm. went down to take a look at my colleague at the counter.

the receipt printer is crazy. lol. the driver can't work. then we just trial and error keep test printing. hahaha. and come out only ????? for like more than 1m long. lol! macham imperial edict. lol. by then alraedy 9pm. time really flies. guess tml hafta go back down again!

and i'm finally back homee.... :D

1st day @work!

2006-08-28T21:47:00.000+08:00

1st day @ work!

7am wake up le. prepare to go. 1st time going to NCSHub. didn't know where it is. so..i missed my bus stop!!
hahaha. but luckily still early. 8.48am. walk there just nice 9 liao. but then reach there le. the receptionist said the lady wasn't there. so tml hafta make my way back there again -.-"

well. took train from YCK all the way to Kallang. went to eat mac 1st =X. slack ard. den 11am den reach my workplace. haaha! at 1st did nothing. slacked till lunchtime at 12.30pm. after that. ran some errands with another staff(eugene)

at 3pm, got down with eugene to CCK sports complex to fix 3 comps. OMG! so tough.

connect to main domain, networking. setup printer. 2 coms take up from 4pm to 8pm! wth!

time flies really fast.! i'll continue to add details when i learn more things. :D

ohya. forgot to add on. Mr ling(My CT)called me!! so surprised. lolx. asked me how i was doing. lols :D

slpless nite

2006-08-27T03:54:00.000+08:00

I can't slp.
everything i ever knew.
it's a lie, without you..

I can't breathe.
when my heart is broken into 2
there's no beat, without you..

job job!

2006-08-25T13:49:00.000+08:00

After 2 weeks of slacking at home,
i finally got a job!! hurray*

Just as i was talking to a fren about my job application, then the lady from the Human Resource Department called. hahaha! my lucky star!. =D

$7/hour. from 28th aug to 29th september. shucks. thot could do longer. but at least better than slacking at home. hahha. hopefully my NS letter can come earlier as well. hopefully can get into October Intake. hahas.

Aw well. what must i wear to work!? o.O

Bowling!

2006-08-20T00:02:00.000+08:00

Edited: ITS SUNDAY ALREADY?!
meant for saturday's entry

Morning: had chem tutoring,
clara:"still owe the class fund"
kew reluctantly takes out 14 dollars from wallet. :(

Afternoon:
went to trim hair at kimage. wah the service there damn zai. plus smiley hairdresser! XD
Hairdresser: where u studying now? university? poly?
keww:... Poly.
Hairdresser: which poly? temasek?
keww:actually, JC.
Lmao. -.-. aniwae hairstyle not much changed. dun wanna trim short. another few more months no hair liao. =(

after that,BOWLING!
Shiok ah! 5 months no bowl, suddenly 1 shot 3 games cuz of IHG. heehee.
Atlas overall 2nd for bowling guys! hahaaas.
had lotsa fun man. a whole lot of monkeys shouting and screaming for their houses =x. hahah.

after all the intensed matches, finally can rest my hand. now its too numb to even move...

promise

2006-08-18T22:55:00.000+08:00

made a promise to that special someone. 2 years and i'll still be the same.

hopefully,for the better.

beginning of a new me.

2006-08-14T15:46:00.000+08:00

a new beginning...

morning was raining heavily. slpt all the way till 11.30 den wake up. =x.exhausted from all the activities. finally submitted the withdrawal form. woot. =). i can finally ease my mind...

2 days..

2006-08-14T15:04:00.000+08:00

2 days..
haven been blogging for 2 days. hahaa. everyday morning to nite go out. so no time to blog. ok for the past 2 days activities:

Saturday: went to dillon's sister 21st birthday party. woah the cake is superbly nice man.. pink pooh bear! =D. if got photo i add in. hahahs.

Sunday: an exciting day. early morning wake up go sentosa with a few frens. reach harbour front liao they tell me turn left. so i went. ended up in a construction site.. -.-". so i called gary again. then he tell me is turn right after getting out den turn left. .. .. .. . .. ..... hahhahaa.

upon arriving there, we took the blue line.. den reaching the beach liao gary and derek heard the driver say "blah blah blah.. get out of here." so we got down la. LOL. den took the tram to siloso beach.

reach there liao play volleyball. ownself draw line. cuz the court is $25/hour. so ex.. den later.. the surprised event came(featured in news also). the water spout!. hahaha.. its so cool! see how the entire spout is being formed right from the start. den later started pouring. so chiong to the line and took a detour. we took 3 lines buses before arriving at BK. lol.

At roughly 3+pm, alvin and bryan joined us and we played soccer! drawed the lines again. after playing den realise got a soccer court with posts.. hahaha! then again. we played volleyball at the court. fortunately nobody scolded us for playing at the court. hahaas.

after all the sensational 9 hours non-stop action. we finally went home.. =)

Cockcroach!

2006-08-11T20:09:00.000+08:00

AWW MAN!

wish i didn't kill the cockcroach. could haf taken it to the competition! could haf won 1k!! =(. LoL! saw on newspaper the cockroach race...

NS enlistment.

2006-08-10T17:42:00.000+08:00

The letter that decides my fate.

Last monday i went down to CMPB to request for early enlistment. the staff said "ure earliest enlistment is December." Well, that's why i said i've 4 months to do what i wanna to. December isn't a frightening month, but why do i fear? cuz if i enter December's intake, i'll most probably join the mono-intake, which i believe is dreaded by everyone.

I won't get to see Tekong(my father's homeland), i won't go there for my BMT. most prolly into some shitty camps and chiong like f***. i heard many cases of bully, fighting, detention barracks and many shit stuff. Guess i shldn't think so much, its fate maybe. hahas

i called up the enlistment office just. and enquired on the enlistment stuff. hopefully i receive the letter fast enough so i will be able to get into the october intake.

hahahas. my mum and brother told me to chao geng when i go for medical checkup. Then my sister came to tell me. "No use 1 lah. someone had an operation on the knee den tell doctor, doctor ask him still can run right. (not a ? mark) Pes A." -.-" i got no medical cases before leh. how to chao geng. jialat liao lar. confirm chiong sua.. HAhahaas.

Hopefully.

:D

2006-08-10T01:43:00.000+08:00

HI MARWIN
I'M THE SMARTEST PERSON ON EARTH, I FIGURED IT OUT OK!
you and your date time thing. -.-"
and the words were kinda hard to read cos of this filter, so I removed it hahaha.
Find a new template lah! This one so girly.

You surely will delete this entry right. :( sigh! So much for helping you, while you go off to lalaland.

Ok, find a job soon!
Then NS, then poly, then Uni, right?
smartass, don't waste your brains.

Have fun bye!

> tan yan ling

P.S. you know, I'm damn not used to being called Ameline. So. Don't!

Warning!

2006-08-09T22:04:00.000+08:00

COCKCROACH INVASION!!

omg omg.. cockcroach! Just as i turned around, i saw the cockcroach creeping to the fan! o.O! i freaked out immediately. =x. den my bro say "armyboy so scared?". so i went to take the newspaper and rolled it up. i wanted to pass to my bro, then he ran to my sister's room!! HAHAha, just as scaarreedd as me uh..

No choice, i took the rolled up paper and went to 'hit' it gently. and so it crawled around the fan and den hopped off to underneath the bed! omg lar. wad to do.. i went to take torchlight and shine and shine, see can find anot. But my search was in vain. went out to the living room and stayed there.

den my bro shouted "oie cockcroach here. here!! come beat it!." i went to kajiao as usual. dun dare hitting it. i called for help! from my sister.. AHAHaa. the hit-insects-specialist =x. so she took up the paper and hit, but then the cockcroach went out to my mum's bed! and she was slping. wth lar. lolx. chasing after 1 cockcroach took the whole family's effort. lols. in the end we used baygon to spray. haiyooo... tml den clean up the mess. hahahs. =D

signing offs- keww@10:12PM
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National Day!

2006-08-09T12:27:00.000+08:00

Patriotism?

Soon, just another 4 more months and i'll be serving the nation. time flies really fast. hopefully these 2 years of torture will be over just like that. =).

Just had my brunch, and we were sitting together with my family at the dining table discussing my future. future?. hahaha. i have 1? yah i do! but this future of mine seems too way ahead. well.. time will reveal everything. let nature take its course, i believe this is the best way for now!. phew..

Enough of worries. these 4 months i must make FULL use of it. here's my plan:

next week go find job.

every mondae thursdae and sundaes go for morning run and physical training.

read up newspaper everyday. ( keep up with current affairs )
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thats about it for now.. hehx. i'm gonna control my feelings. shan't let my parents worry.

I'M GONNA BE A GREAT PERSON ONE DAY.! =D

signing offs- keww
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Final decision?

2006-08-08T21:58:00.000+08:00

Guess What?

i've finally made this decision. a long long decided decision. Though it's decided, i'm definitely lost.. lost somewhere. I don't know where, how, when to start afresh. I can't keep this anymore. Yepz. and so here's my 1st entry..
Half-awake Half-aslp.

I'm tired. Seriously... Guess i'll just hafta move on with life. Waiting for enlistment, and carrying on with life. i fear the worst that can happen to me...

But why?!?!